If you have been following my emotional roller-coaster of half-marathon training, you would know it has been a rough journey from hating running to developing just a strong dislike. The past months have been extremely challenging, pushing my body to new limits when it comes to running, hitting milestones for distance with seven, eight, and nine miles; improving my speed and PRing my mile time.
Aside from the physical struggles, it has been one of the hardest things mentally for me to push through, working to defeat this demon that I call running.
But I hit a turning point after I reflected on my longest run to date at 9 miles. I gained major confidence in running and the thought of the half marathon coming up. Post 9-miler, I had my worst 3.5 mile run this year, full of pain and agony (but it was immediately preceded with thrusters and double-unders; probably not the best idea..). Two days later, I had my fastest paced 3.5 miler, just shy of a 10:00/mile, which happens just about, oh, never.
I may have even flirted with the thought of what challenge will come next? Do I want to learn to swim and attempt a sprint triathlon? Another half?! Will I finally be ready for a Tough Mudder?
So what happens when you’re finally feeling mentally prepared and ready to tackle the 10-miler run on Saturday?
You hurt yourself. To the point where you know you shouldn’t run.
Since I did my Kona 10k in June, I have an on-and-off issue with my right hip. It’s a bit of a nuisance, but never an issue to the point of injury. The pain will come and go; I’ll roll and stretch and then it will disappear for weeks. Yet on my last “run” a week ago Thursday, 5x800m intervals, it hurt like something mad afterwards. I rolled, stretched, called my FMS, Brad, the miracle worker, and scheduled an hour to get my hip worked on for Wednesday.
Friday morning, I could hardly walk. Saturday morning I had a choice of running 10 miles on my own or 8 miles of trail running with my running group. Again, it was painful to even walk, let alone think about running any sort of distance. So I skipped my final long run and took THREE REST DAYS.
Every training plan has some form of taper time built into it, right? Mine just came a week early..
I am not a fan of rest days. When I rest, I get antsy. And resting multiple days in a row, I tend to get lazy. And eat garbage. And maybe a cupcake. Or 5 (but it was Mom’s homemade buttercream frosting..). The thought of not being in the gym was making me nuts.
I did yoga on Sunday, and Monday I decided to be lazy no more and went back to Crossfit, bumming hip and all. I figured as long as the WODs didn’t include anything with running or jumping, I should be able to scale the workouts and at least do something other than sitting at home eating cupcakes.
Monday’s WOD was hang cleans and bar-over burpees. I managed the burpees somewhat one-legged and was able to walk away from the WOD in one piece. The hip was still a little tweaked, but nothing like it had been over the weekend.
*stretching, rolling, icing*
Tuesday, still a little aching, and the whiteboard was “Helen”, a combination of running, kettlebell swings, and pull-ups. I still felt like running would not be a wise choice, so I opted to row instead. My arms were not happy, but my hip thanked me.
*stretching, rolling*
Wednesday I had my feet, legs, and hips massaged and poked and prodded for an hour and I was feeling amazing. I was all set to WOD and then had big plans to run. Everything felt great until we did sled pushes, which I do not recommend to anyone who has aches and pains anywhere. The WOD was double-unders and snatches.. and then the hip was extremely unhappy yet again.
*stretching, rolling*
Thursday, probably a good day to rest, right? Nope, this girl, full of ego and not wanting to really rest, had to go back to Crossfit yet again.. With a metcon of wall balls, box jumps (step-ups for me), and ball slams, followed by a WOD of 10-1 WOD of deadlifts and push presses, I will tell you Friday’s rest day was looking better than ever.
*stretching, rolling*
And here I sit. 9 days from the half-marathon. With a hip that is surprisingly feeling pretty good today despite the lack of overall resting (though my temperamental left shoulder is not).
The plan for tomorrow is to RUN. Can I tell you this is probably one of the few times ever you will hear those words come out of my mouth? That I want to run?? Ideally, I would like to run at least 4 miles, possibly 6 seeing depending I feel. I am almost confident that I am mentally I am ready for the distance of the half marathon (well, I was feeling good two weeks ago once I finished 9..) but do not want to press too high of mileage while still in a bit of recovery mode.
The rest of the week, I am thinking yoga, a couple of days of Crossfit then resting from Thursday until Race Day!
Your turn..
Have you ever injured yourself close to race or competition day?
How do you handle an injury when you are training for something?
Have you ever had to make a decision to drop an event due to injury?
Am I going to be okay for race day?! 😉
Twitter: bethanyjolee
October 11, 2013 at 8:09 pm
Oh no…I hate it when that happens and I worry since you aren’t really resting. But if your hip feels OK and you have the nine miles under your belt the rest is really truly mental. And you are hard core mental girl. You’ve come a long way and I, for one am totally impressed with what you have conquered. Its quite inspiring. 🙂 I think you are going to do just fine Jen. You go get ’em! And next yrar–tough mudder with Martha and me!
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You are going to be ready!!!
Yes – I had to drop out of the Disney Marathon (after raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society) just a few weeks before the race thanks to a stress fracture in my hip.
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October 11, 2013 at 11:49 pm
If your hip is really hurting, it wouldn’t be the end of the world if you ‘rested’ for the next 9 days (yoga, walking, biking?). I’ve had to take a week off here and there and they have made huge differences in my body’s recovery.
Since you have your half coming up, just remember its OK to walk. Really, its OK!!! Last thing you wanna do is end up after the race regretting pushing too hard which hurt your hip more. Also, I know you CAN TOTALLY DO THIS HALF and I’m so proud of you for coming this far!
Is there any way to tape your hip to help? I’m all about taping my body up to help me through races (taped my left IT band and right foot for my duathlon, really made a difference!)
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Knock on wood, I have never really had any running injuries…but then again my runs are usually nothing crazy, 2-3 miles and I am ready to go home! 🙂 What 1/2 are you doing?
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It’s the Detroit International Half! Runs through Michigan and Canada which should be fun!
And I am right there with you on the 2-3 miles and ready to go feeling..!
Twitter: fatgirlhealthy
October 15, 2013 at 9:21 pm
I can’t believe your 1/2 marathon is around the corner! I know you hate it but rest will do amazing things for your body. You know what to do. ; ) Looking forward to hearing about the race!
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October 15, 2013 at 10:52 pm
OMG don’t listen to me, but when or if I get “hurt”…. I ignore it and work out through the pain! SO NOT GOOD – but weirdly enough, it kind of works for me, LOL!
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October 16, 2013 at 12:49 pm
You’ve got this! But take it easy on race day if you think you’re injured. There’s no shame in a little walking (and who knows if you could do permanent damage!). Lucky for me I’ve never injured myself, but I’ve watched other runners hurt themselves … then hurt themselves worse while racing on top of that injury.
GOOD LUCK!!!!
Also, I’m going crazy from tapering.
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OMG – I am so excited for you!! I’ve followed your training journey and you are so ready! But definitely rest up if your hip is hurting. You’ll do great, I know it.
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Thank you, Mar!! Hip is feeling great this week!! Though haven’t run since Saturday more than 200m at a time.. but I’m feeling ready!
Hang in there! Just keep telling yourself that this is your race, and it’s OK to walk, run, give kids high fives, whatever you want to do! Good luck!
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